Not gonna lie, I was so happy when Marghee went long last week and I didn't have to share because I had no words to describe my spiritual life. This week I seriously just sang all of the time, praising God for everything and then these thoughts came to mind that I wanted to share. It's a little elementary, but I like it.
The darkness which is all around me,
Tries to take me away.
The night time terrors tremble greatly,
My heart it tries to sway.
The lies it feeds are unbearable,
My silence feeds its wrath.
Kicking, screaming, shaking, fighting,
It pulls me down the destructive path.
Pulling me out of my misery,
The sun begins to dawn.
Your light chases back the darkness,
The battle has already been won.
You came, You died, You suffered greatly,
For this sin that I now bear.
You glady take it out of love,
Not because it's fair.
Take this cup of anger from me,
I offer it to You.
Take it and replace in me,
A grace that is renewed.
The fire breathing down my back,
Wash it down with rain.
And beauty will blossom forth,
My love You will regain.
Friends, I have been struggling with being mad and annoyed and irritated over the littlest things. I've really learned this week to stop fighting the emotions, although 'bad', still stop fighting them and let them past. After every night there is a dawn, and it's beautiful. I guess its the whole being refined by fire concept.
I hope your weeks are blessed! Can't wait to see you Sunday!
Love,
*Sabrina
